It’s funny because my previous “What I’m Loving Now” lists have been things like cosmetics, women’s clothing, vacations, cars, etc. Today it’s mostly about baby stuff. I wonder why?
Right now I’m lovingthis lunch box. I don’t have one but it’s so awesome! You can microwave the containers, refrigerate them and it is compact and most importantly, cute! Also important, it’s on clearance sale!
Also part of the Serena and Lily clearance sale is the bedding that I’ve wanted so badly for Lulu’s crib. I still haven’t bought it but I’d love to own it and it is half price right now! This is the bedding ad that I’ve modeled Lulu’s room after. My inspiration room if you will.
And my final Serena and Lily love is this rug. It’s dirt cheap! And perfect! Serena and Lily is one of my favorite online destinations. It’s my new Kate Spade: too expensive for my wallet but something I lust and drool over often. With these sales, I can totally deck out my home.
Lulu was given one of these awesome creations by her Auntie B . It’s called a Baby Zabu. It has gone everywhere with us this summer: the park, grandma’s house, the babysitter’s house. New York, Virginia, New Jersey, Wisconsin, hotels, floors, everywhere! It lays flat like a padded blanket (tummy time), rolls up for compact travel, the sides tie up to become a portable crib/sleeping place/play area AND it fits right into the pack and play or a crib (think icky hotel room loaners). I thought we’d take the pack n play everywhere we traveled but we haven’t needed too! This fits the job at this age.
I put the Baby Zabu next to a screen shot of Big Brother because BB has also gotten me through late nights. When I wake up to nurse Lulu, she ends up dozing off and when that happens, I’m bored to tears! So, since BB episodes are shown THREE times a week, this gives me more entertainment than most shows. I watch them all online at CBS.com.
Disclaimer: All items showcased above are chosen by me. I am not affiliated with ANY of these products and I don’t even own most of them! No one paid me to say anything nice or otherwise.
On our way to New York City, we had the opportunity to stop in at Hershey’s Chocolate World in Hershey, Pennsylvania. I’ve always wanted to go and never had the opportunity so we took the 15 minute detour and stayed for a while. Parking was free and admission was free. We rode around on a tram for a simulated factory tour. It was great! Everything looked and smelled realistic!
Lulu fell asleep right in the beginning of the free 15 minute tour. Jay and I enjoyed ourselves, decided to wait to do anything that cost money until Lulu was older and could enjoy it with us. Well, we waited to do anything that cost money EXCEPT buying chocolate! We purchased some freshly made peanut butter fudge and a cute Hershey’s shirt for the little one. You’ll see her sporting it in photos next summer.
The stop at Hershey’s Chocolate World was a nice little break from the two day car trip to NYC.
This week my baby is THREE months old! This scares the crud out of me. Even now I still have daily moments of, “Wow! You are MY baby. I made you. You’re mine.” It’s still hard for me to grasp. I wonder if most moms go through that or if I am alone. I’ve never heard any of my friends talk about that part so it makes me wonder if because of my traumatic pregnancy experience, I’m delayed on ending my disbelief.
I wonder if most women get through that during the pregnancy but since I was just trying to so hard to stay pregnant and I wasn’t really convinced that I really would have a baby, let alone a HEALTHY baby, maybe I didn’t get the chance to understand that I indeed was growing this baby in my belly.
Although she is three months old, Lulu had her two month shots today. Being the crazy brain that I am (back to work and all), I wrote down her appointment time and date incorrectly so we had to wait a month for another appointment with the Clown Doctor.
Lulu was so brave. The nurse gave her an oral medicine and she just smiled and downed it. Next, the nurse pulled her by her feet to the edge of the table. Lulu thought this was hilarious and gave the BIGGEST smile ever. Then, the nurse swabbed her legs with alcohol wipes. Lulu also thought this was hilarious. THEN, the nurse gave her three shots, one after the other.
With the first shot, Lulu just flinched. At the second injection she scrunched up her face, opened her mouth, turned bright red and then purple as the silent cry started. Following the final shot, Lulu let the loudest wail out as the nurse ducked out of the room. Luckily, she only cried for about 30 seconds and then she was fine. Tonight however, she had been letting out the occasional burst of tears, even amidst her sleeping.
Lulu is in the 25th-5oth percentile for weight (11lbs, 11oz) and for height (23inches). Her head is in the 75th percentile (I forgot…). She is cooing a lot (but not enough to make me tired of it – I wish she did it more). She’s already trying to sit up, she’s doing crunches. She tracks her mobile around and around and of course she smiles so beautifully!
So here we are at 3 months or almost 13 weeks. I went back to work full-time when Lulu was four and a half weeks old. It wasn’t too hard going back to work because I love my job AND I knew that Lulu was doing well staying with family and friends three days a week. That said, I LOVE the days that I get to work from home and be with her. I also have cherished the few days off that I’ve had since then. Lulu has been a great laundry folding companion and dishwashing friend. Mostly, because she makes it impossible for me to do any of those things! We read books, visit friends, nap and lay around kicking our feet and looking at our hands.
I’ve loved being a mom so much so far. Sometimes my heart is so full of emotion that tears just spill out of my eyes. It’s like there’s no room left in my heart and so the tears are liquid emotion just pouring out of my heart by way of my eyes. I’ve also had tears of disbelief. Since day one I’ve struggled with the idea that there are children in the world who don’t have someone feeling the same amount of love towards them as I do towards Lulu. This makes me so sad.
These thoughts started a few days after my baby was born – locally we had several big headline stories about people killing or majorly injuring their own babies. Then I thought of the orphans in the world and I was just so sad. My days have been filled with tiny moments of prayer for those children. It feels so impossible that someday we as a world can repair these problems but in addition to my tiny prayers, I’ve also spent moments channeling some of my love towards children who are nameless and faceless to me. I know they’re out there and it just makes me so sad.
What continues to make me so sad is that when people like Queen Bee have failed opportunities to share their love beyond their current family structure.
I haven’t blogged in who knows how long because I stopped feeling badly about it sometime back when I was placed on bed rest and couldn’t type a sentence to save my life.
Why would I blog? I mean, for a long time I didn’t write to all of you dear people because I wasn’t doing anything except sitting on my bottom (with my feet up, of course), laying on my side or going to the bathroom (bathroom privileges only, ya know?). And now, now there is a beautiful distraction in my life. Between my job and baby Lulu, I haven’t a single moment left in most days.
My hope is that Blogher will bring me back to the blog. It’s not that I need inspiration. My life is inspired enough. I just need to find balance and time. I needed to see other full time working, mommy types who can also find time to blog. I needed to ask, “HOW? How do you do it all?”
THAT is why we went to Blogher.
Did I find what I was looking for? I can probably answer with a confident, no. However, I did find some wonderful people and learn about some wonderful causes.
It’s Tuesday at 6:30 and the car is finally packed. We wanted to leave the house at 2 or 3pm but obviously that didn’t happen. We’re on our way to Blogher. It’s my second year at the conference that throws me into the petting zoo of female bloggers. Maybe it’s not really the petting zoo I described it as last year. It’s more like a regular zoo, or a circus. After all, I may not have the opportunity to pet my fellow bloggers.
As much as I’m disappointed that we didn’t leave at the planned early afternoon time, I can’t be too upset; we are leaving a day sooner than we planned. After a particularly rough time on the job front the past few days, I decided that my vacation needed to start a little early.
This year I am absolutely thrilled that I get to bring my husband, Jay and my little baby Lulu. It’s a good thing we’re driving the 12 hours and not flying. We would need a small jet all to ourselves for the arsenal of baby stuff we’ve loaded into our tiny mini-SUV. Oh yes, it’s all baby stuff. AND a suitcase dedicated solely to shoes, my shoes. Another one for my clothes, another for my husband’s clothes another for toiletries, another for the baby clothes. Then there’s the electronics collection we’re taking and the stroller, baby bed and so much more.
I’m not even worried about posting on my Facebook status, tweeting, blogging or anything else about the fact that we have left the state. ALL of our valuables are with us. In this tiny car.
It’s not until after a stop at the bank, a stop at JC Penney and a stop and Qdoba that we’re finally on the road. BLOGHER, here we come! New York City, here we come!
On May 19th at 9:20 in the morning, I finally met my little baby Lulu. After 26 hours of labor I held her in my arms (well, after they bathed her of course)! It was amazing! However, I’m not going to lie. It’s been really, really hard. Our first night home was one of the more difficult nights of my life. No one warned me harshly enough about the reality of night #1.
More later. You know, when the baby is sleeping or when I can one handed type while I’m feeding her.